如果可以，我真的想选择不去面对……
i cant seem to lie to myself anymore, or rather.. i dont feel like lying to myself anymore.

it's damn tiring to be thinking of the same thing everyday and yet, getting no response. it's even more tiring to try and be truthful and to be brave.

yet, i rly dont want to live with regrets and more regrets.
imagine, one day when we're all old and look back on our teenage life, i wouldnt want it to be fill with regrets. instead, i wish to be smiling when looking back. even if, i didnt get what i wanted at all...

at least, i hope.. i dont look back and started scolding myself
"why didnt you even try to face up to (whatever thing it is) and it's now a lifetime regret.." i'd rather get sad now, get hurt now than living with regrets.

life is all abt endless regrets, not that we want it.
but if, we can prevent regrets from happening.. why not?

just another few more years&i'm out of teenage life. gosh i sound so old la, but... true right?
these few days, i kept thinking... in a blink of eyes, i'm gona be out of teenage life!!!! omg, i havent enjoy enough la!! i havent study enough, i havent crap enough, i havent slack enough.....!!!!!!

yada, i'm crapping. :P
from now onwards, i'll try to dont regret.. =D i wana be a happy ahma in future de lei!! =P